this page is a diary of sorts for one of my kintypes. this is an in depth look at his source and who/what I remember. be mindful that most things may not line up 1-1 with canon events, as my source events do not relect exact canon. most memories involve either Brian or someone un named. if they're un named its because I can't remember their face.

entry one: March 21, '09 1:16 AM

I can't sleep. Brian brushed it off. it keeps staring at me. I'm tired.

this was the first entry scrawled in my diary. the earliest thing I could remember. being watched in my sleep. Entry two was written later that same day.

entry two: March 21, '09 4:10 PM

finally cleaned off my boots. making the effort to go outside and get back to normal. at least Bri believes me. that's all I really need.

this was written while getting ready for a mission. While Brian had initally brushed off my concerns about being watched he started to believe me when I had mentioned I was losing sleep over it. from that point on I had started staying with him, because I had gotten no sleep when I was being watched. staying with him made it easier to sleep.

most entries after this point are incoherrent ramblings abount the thing that watches and how much I care about Brian. I don't get many memory flickers. Most of what I remember is blurry, I think that they're blurry because at the time I wasn't taking care of myself and also becuase I struggle with memory.

Even now with my current memories. I struggle with faces and names. but even through the haze I can see his face. his smile. his gap tooth. everything. I can still see him. its weird.

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